9 responses so far ↓

• kutu_merah // Aug 12, 2006 at 9:34 pm

  Well, as usual..nothing much to write here. So, i posted this one away. (hoping that’d be alright) And uh, this time around, it’s kinda unusual. (bet you noticed) Yup, it’s a lovey dovey poem. Well, there’s no particular reason why, i’m just writing out whatever i feel like writing. (Though that is not to say I’m in love whatsoever,ay) D’oh, nvm. Just go on and read. And kindly tell me what YOU think. :))

• Laila // Aug 13, 2006 at 12:37 am

  eyp…
  missing sum1?
  dulu selalu rase camtu
  but then…
  realized…
  perasaan tu was a gift from HIM..

• mr. q // Aug 13, 2006 at 2:05 am

  nice, tp apesal tema jiwang?

• kutu_merah // Aug 13, 2006 at 6:09 am

  ..haha, nah. not missing anyone. Not even referring to any significant other whatsoever. Well yea, i thought missing someone is sometimes a nice feeling to be described. And like i said, it’s quite an unusual of me to be writing this stuff. But then again, why not? That’d be good for my brain stimuli,ay. And ow, this isn’t just about someone missing his/her “other self” (who’s unfortunately dead). It can also be about you missing someone (your other loved ones) who is very faraway whether dead or alive. This poem could be about just anyone. Well, obviously, it appeared jiwang to some (but maybe not to others). so i guess, it depends on how YOU feel bout it. Btw, I’m just writing stuff. and this was the only thing that seemed to pop in mind, ay. Haha. Otherwise,no further explanation :B

• Rontol // Aug 13, 2006 at 10:32 am

  Jiwang ke lapar ni hehe :p

• kutu_merah // Aug 14, 2006 at 6:18 pm

  ..ngah3. ak prefer lapo~~

• kaki bangku // Aug 15, 2006 at 8:49 pm

  Kutu, your life must be such a misery. Elst, how come all of your poetry are sad sad type… I bet you always cry yourself in your room, missing your twin… that’s how you manage to capture all these sad feelings eh?

• kutu_merah // Aug 18, 2006 at 8:34 pm

  This post has been removed by the author.

• kutu_merah // Aug 18, 2006 at 8:42 pm

  ..huhu, I suppose that’s a good point, stool. Or indeed, a good question. Sigh. You can say my life as a living hell. No doubt. It’s true but contrary to what most people think, I love sadness. (sheesh, what..?) Well I don’t know, to me sadness isn’t just the kind of blue feeling. It’s genuinely beatific. Personally, I think this feeling somewhat makes me feel closer to dear God. Very pure. Not smothered by any kind of “feelings”. Really. So when I’m sad, I’m actually happy because “wow, I feel great. I’ve thought of God.” You know that kinda thing. And when I’m happy, (as in really happy) I’m forever grateful to Allah for the wonderful feeling he gave to me. So whatever feelings I may have, I will still be happy. InsyaAllah. Well, about my life..I AM in agony. So be it. But I do know for a fact that my life shouldn’t be this hard, either. Hoho. I can’t simply hate my life bcos life makes me, ME. No worries. Now,now, are YOU happy, my sweet ? ;))

Leave a Comment